Happy 54th Birthday…How I wish you were here

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On what would have been the 54th birthday of my hero,  Michael Jackson, I send my love to the heavens above with an unmoving faith that he will receive it into his heart and know that he is now, then and forever more remembered and cherished by millions of people all over the world.  He lives forever and will never die because we keep him lifted.   We are his and he will always be ours.  We still cry on earth but I know that there are no more tears in heaven because Michael is there and Michael loved to smile...

Beautiful, Simply beautiful

This is the most beautiful commentary on Michael Jackson that I’ve ever seen.  It describes the real Michael Jackson, that angel of a human being, the one who gave his heart, his childhood away so that we could experience that which he was never allowed to know.  There will never be anyone like him again.  He was the one and ONLY.

I love and miss him so...

Can I vent for just a minute on MY OWN blog?

Can I just vent for a minute here? the devil is always busy Posted: 8/2/2012 - 1 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ] Category: English Messages   Being that his message was removed from another forum for content, I am re-posting here for safe keeping in my own blog.  Sometimes people have different views.  That doesn't mean their views are irrelevant.  That's life so I wish people would learn to just deal with it and move on.      And now that it has come up and is so out front, I cannot contain myself any longer.  I know what I am about to say will probably lose me some friends.  So be it.I love you still. But I have to speak what my heart tells me.  I have never and probably never will be on the Estate Executors list of staunch supporters because I feel they aspired to cheat Michael out of what is rightfully his or in the least became a part of the machine that did. It pains me so deeply even after more than three years to harbor still the feelings that these men came into Michael's life at a time when he was most vulnerable and under enormous pressure and stress to perform according to Thome's & AEG's contract.  In my small world,  these 2 men who were thought at one time to be friends to Michael joins with the list of others "just passing through" at an opportune time who turned out to be just another of the ghosts in a never ending nightmare.  I guess you wonder why I feel so strongly about this; and my answer points directly to 0-2 and the AEG contract  and Michael's anguish over them.  It is still in the forefront of my mind. So how does AEG and Branca/McClain come together?  I will do my best to explain.  In order to do that I must go directly to Branca & McClain and back to 2003 when Michael relieved them of their services, lock-stock-and barrel;  at which time demanding that all his documents, papers, etc. be returned to him placing them under suspicion & subsequent proof of mismanaging and embezzling funds in cahoots with SONY for personal gain.  Add to that the infamous Will, which by now everyone knows  was one of the things that was never returned at this dissolve and is currently under suspicion of being fraudulent by some family members.  For Branca & McClain I call that a "convenient" windfall.  Then of course there is Tohme Tohme (Michael's advisor) and Dennis Hawk (Michael's attorney during this process) working more against Michael than for him - in collusion with Michael's oppressors, namely AEG.   Both Hawk & Tohme seemed to be working more for AEG than for Michael Jackson; setting him up for complete failure and total dependence on them for any and everything yet handsomely allotting for payment to  themselves out of the mere pittance that was to be Michael's piece of the pie leaving him with virtually nothing but crumbs.  The sheer volume of bull I saw in that proposed contract was enough to make me sick to my stomach, much of which I believe was unbeknownst to Michael beforehand.  Now that Michael is no longer here to speak for himself 2 of these people are now governing his estate, his fortune, and his children's futures under questionable circumstances.  And BTW just where in the world is Tohme Tohme? Who knows...  Many believe Thome was a good guy.  I guess I'm blinded by that $100,000 Tohme was advanced against Michael's potential future earnings for his personal company in this deal.  The AEG contract in my eyes was trash!  It made Michael a puppet to them for the rest of his life.  He was backed against a wall.  Both the attorney and personal assistant hired to look after the best interest of Michael Jackson in fanagling deals and keeping him from falling into legal loopholes and financial booby traps certainly did Michael Jackson a fatal disservice.  So in just one week prior to Michael's final demise comes the knight on the white horse to save the day.  Or was he the headless horseman on the black horse whom Michael had vowed to never bring back into his life neither personally or as a business associate?  You tell me.  Whose day did he really save?   After pondering over and trying to understand all the mumble jumble in the conflicting financial reports that have been submitted in the name of executing the Estate of Michael jackson for the benfit of his mother and his three minor children, I tend to wonder.  But hey, I'm no acountant.  Perhaps you can figure it out better than I can.  I guess I just never forget what Michael told us.  It sticks in the memory banks of my mind forever.  I will give credit where credit's due though.  Branca has made some strides.  Yes John Branca and John McClain (does the latter really really exist, lol) have done a fantastic job of pitting Michael's beloved fans against each other in an out and out war.  Yes, it appears they have made a fair amount of lucrative deals to keep those same fans appeased furthering the battle of wits.  Some praise and put them on a pedastale.  Others denounce them, hanging them on the wall of shame. I guess I stand somewhere in the middle of that turf war, because sometimes we have to accept the good with the bad.  They are who they are & for now, that's all we've got.  Yes, they have enough clout and finesse to put blinders on the eyes of the justice system, from the jury poolers to the judges and they have definitley shown their ability to "impress and bedazzle" the public .  And finally, sadly yes, they have even succeeded in putting a strong rift in Michael's family.  The latter od which I find depressing and a little bit dispicable.  But what they haven't been able to do and never will is appease and quiet the doubting Thomases of which I am and certainly will always be.  I don't know what will happen in the future but I hope that what ever happens, Michael's children will be equipped with what ever they need down the road to handle what ever needs handling.  From what I've witnessed so far, I don't think there's much doubt that they will. So for now, the drama continues and the band plays on until the fat lady really does sing.  When ever that happens, I hope I'm alive to see it.  I believe there will be cloaked demons whose faces will finally come from behind the masks and who will fall like dominoes.  It might not be in my lifetime, but even in death, I know that I will be celebrating the victory... with Michael Jackson... and we will dance .