It has been 41 Months . . .

…When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long 
and you think that love is only
for the lucky & the strong  
Just remember in the winter 
far beneath the bitter snows, 
lies the seed that when the sun LOVES 
in the spring becomes a Rose

...and I still love you more

I will always love you. What more need I say...

Always remember & never forget Michael’s first love, the children.

Michael’s Heart Will Go On...

As I close this chapter in my life, I end it on a bitter sweet note.  I have loved Michael it seems all my life.  I will not stop loving him now or ever.  As long as I live, he will always be a part of me.  His heart beats inside all of us who love him so it will never cease to be.  I will die, we all will, but even as we depart this thing called life, brand new life is breathed and Michael’s legacy passes down from generation to generation. He will live forever in the hearts of the universe.

This is my last entry here, but not my last musing about Michael Jackson.  Sometimes spoken words are not required.  It’s simply understood.

Michael J. Jackson is the truest love I never knew because he proved over and over again, through word & deed, that he loved us more, and that kind of love is only once in a lifetime.

Good night, Angel
Sleep well
Forever speechless, Cassie
11/17/2012

Twins

Michael & Blanket side by side.

Just feeling a little down today

So I looked for a poem that expressed to some extent what I’m feeling.  There has been too much suffering and too much death in this world of late.  God is trying to tell us something…

Whenever I think of suffering and the death of one who’s gone too soon, I think of this poem by Joanna Fuchs.  I think many would agree that when that person we think of is Michael, something to the following affect comes to mind.


If We Could Bring You Back Again
If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.


Missing my angels…Raphael & Michael