We ushered out 2010 and welcomed in 2011. What a difference a day makes, or so they say. How wonderful it would be to say that this for me was a joyous occasion, a cause for celebration. But in truth, I cannot. I take things one day at a time. So yesterday was not much different than the day before in that I am still relatively at square one in that there is still no change in status regarding the Dr. Conrad Murray case. I simply cannot move on. I have tried to tell myself that patience is a virtue in hopes that it would allow me to turn some of my angst into the ability to relax and let go. But it has not. I'm totally stuck and I fear I will continue to be until there is finally some solution if not resolution.
Needless then to say that I am holding my breath, counting the hours, the minutes for this trial to finally get on. And I am feverently praying with all that is in me that the conclusion will be a worthy one. Nothing in my life is more important. It seems the wait has been lifelong.
I do know that I am blessed to have lived to see this day. It looked kinda questionable for a while, but God had my back so here I stand. I guess even He knew that if given just one more day to bring me a step closer to seeing some resolve, would render me His worthy servant with every breath that I take. I thank him every single day for each day he allows me to wake up and continue to live on this planet. Then I thank him twice for allowing me another day to fight for the injustices the world continues to heap onto Michael Jackson. God obviously know my heart better than even I do. I'm sure that he knws Michael's too and he will not let him fall. I know he won't.
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