Blessed are the peacemakers for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven

On this October 25, 2011 that honors the 28th month of Michal Jackson’s passing is a fitting day for the people fixed posed to give damaging testimony testify Michael Jackson to throw that proverbial monkey wrench into the proceedings.

So far, this day, none of the witnesses have done anything to shed any negativity on Michael Jackson.  Why?  Because there is none to be shed.  They can probe and prod, push and pull but until someone says that YES, Conrad Murray made ALL the right choices in the care of his patient, then there is nothing to defend.

So on this day as we continue the monthly worldwide MajorLovePrayer for Michael Jackson dry your eyes and know that God is handling these things.  He is, was and always will be in charge.  Man’s court in comparison is an aboination. What they miss, God sees.  What they think, God already knows.  And this too shall pass.

We are not praying in vain.  There is no such condition.  God hears our cries and he comforts our hearts, even in the most trying of times.

If Conrad Murray is found not guilty in the Los Angeles Justice System, do not let it dissuade you.  It has been proven over time that man’s court is one of truth or dare, of who say and hearsay.  God’s court however is of the most high, and has always been the court of right and wrong.  It is only when He levels the final gavel, that justice is done. Though we might not be witness to it, we know and believe His word .  And for me, that is all I need.

Let not your hearts be troubled. God is still in charge.  And Michael is sitting right by his side.

My Feelings

Father forgive them

For they know not what they do…

The life and death of Michael Jackson paints a sad commentary on the state of humanity in this country, throughout the world.  To take a man who was by nature so gentle and kind and full of hope of saving the planet through love and nurturing our children, and turn him into something to be ridiculed, targeted and ostracized is shameful if not outright criminal.  Michael Jackson was an innovator and a dreamer.  He was a creative genius and a gifted entertainer.  He was beauty inside, outside that had nothing to do with his physical attributes.  Yet even those, no matter in what stage of metamorphosis you found him, were ever still appealing to the senses.   He loved unconditionally, giving what he rarely received with an open hand and an open heart.  He never stopped believing in the human spirit and its ability to change the world.  To his death, he never stopped hoping, loving, and believing in us.  When Michael cried the world cried with him.  His only requests of us were to love the planet and love each other.  If he were able, even now, I believe that Michael would only ask of those who persecuted him that God forgive them, with no desires for retribution. His heart was made that way not by choice but by design.  To me, he was and will always be the face I see in my mind when ever I hear the word “Angel”.

How does this affect me?  Words cannot begin to describe the emptiness, the aloneness, the grief, nor the pain.  I feel depleted of the air I breathe when ever I think of the magnitude, the lengths that people took to insure that this gentle man would no longer be able to spin his magical web.  I feel depressed in knowing with no doubt in my mind, that Michael Jackson was targeted one last time and this time they hit their mark and took him away from us forever.  I am forever humbled by his grace and his courage to stand for what he believed in at any cost. 

What ever the reason so much has been lost to us, especially the joy and wonderment of so many sick and dying children.  Who will now speak up for them?  Who will embrace them and make them feel safe and loved?  Who will go to the hospitals and homes and low lying places and hold them, bring them gifts, smile with them and cry for them?  Who?  Who will delight an audience rendering the greatest show of their lives and then take every penny of its proceeds and donate it to them for what ever they need? Who will stand up under every pressure and continue to work and drum major their cause simply because it is the right thing to do? Who will do ALL those things and do it ONLY for love?  No one!  There was ONLY one and now, because of man and his greed and his envy paired with his desire to rid the world and all its goodness, he is no more…he is gone forever.  And I miss the very essence of him.  Knowing he no longer exists in this realm of time and space immobilizes me and dulls my senses. Knowing that he would still be here were it not for the careless antics of one who is sworn to an oath of service and care.  The pain consumes me.

Now, they have sank to an all time low during this trial of Conrad Murray, parading initially a deathbed picture of Michael Jackson at the UCLA Medical Center; and now an autopsy picture of him.  How long and how far is humanity willing to go to continue to depredate this man?  How far?  How long? Or is there ever going to be an end?  Michael Jackson was a very proud man and he was very private.  This is the final blow for me.  There was no reason to parade his picture in front of the world like that.  What was the point, and is any really good enough?  The only sure end result of having it cast out into cyberspace is that it is destined to become one of the thousands of cruel jokes played at the expense of Michael Jackson.  Has the world no shame as people, fellow human beings?  This man has children, a mother, and siblings; people who love him globally and would give anything to see him treated with respect, treated like you and me.  He is not a curiosity for show and tell.  He is not a 3-eyed monster.  But he has been made the poster child for all that is wrong with society; the shallowness, the envy, the lack of compassion; the bully mentality.  This is what we have come to.  Michael, were he here to speak, would likely only humbly ask that we forgive them, all for love, l.o.v.e. That’s the kind of human being that he was.  The world was not ready for him and as has been proven time and time again. We never deserved him though he proved by example all the days of his life that he loved us more.

Sleep peacefully, sweet angel.  God ordered your steps and you walked them well in your lifetime.  Now you no longer have to walk amongst man.  You are free at last to fly.

In eternal awe; you rocked my world and left me speechless.

CassieforMaxwell

10-12-2011

9-25-2011

25 months on this 25th day.  That’s how long the world has suffered been without its light, Michael Jackson.  I have been online all day today which is something I can hardly do anymore.  It pains me too much.  But today with Reverend Catherin whose guest were Lynton Guest nd Jon Vogel, I started off chatting with them and the soon after participated in Major Love Prayer and every Michael Jackson conversation in between.  Today has been all Michael.

We talked about Invinvible and the history behind it and how we should get it to number 1 come October.  I pledge to do my part to see that come into fruition.  We talked about Sony and how not to support them hurts Michael’s legacy.  It’s not about Sony.  It’s about keeping Michael’s music alive and always heard. We taked about love, l.o.v.e. and Michael’s messages.  And we talked about Michael’s light.  He is thelight of the world.

The trial is starting this week, 9/27/2011 exactly 15 years to the day that I lost my son.  Not a coincidence.  I always feel down on 9/27 and this year would have been a very down time for me were it not for Michael Jackson.  Here comes Michael to save me again.  Angels do that, you know.  Though I will spend my every waking hour with thoughts of my son and memories of days gone by, I cannot dwell in self pity because life goes on and there is still much work to do.  My mind will be occupied with both landmarks and that will keep me sane.

For my son I say, you know how loved and missed you are.  You know how precious are the memories.  But you also know that I will not allow my sorrow to stop me from working for the good of man.  My heart is open wide to those things that require constant care.  15 years without you has only made my dedication stronger.  I do these things because of and not in spite of you.  You were my world.  We were of one accord and we both had a giving spirit.  I continue those things in honor and in memory of you always.

As we embark on September 27, 2011, I do so with an open heart and an open mind.  I know that there will be tryng times.  But as it was so poignantly stated in today’s Major Love Prayer, God has his arms around Michael Jackson and his light is so bright that no one can ignore it.  It will light up the world from LA to Atlanta, to Japan and Africa, and everywhere in between.  Michael’s light will shine.  So I have decided that no matter what happens, no matter the outcome in the courtroom on Clara Ward Blvd, Michael Jackson is already vindicated through the blood of Christ.  He is lifted above man’s laws and outcomes.  The verdict is already in.   With that in mind I say let the games begin and let the children play God in a building made of stone.  Michael is playing in a land far away and made of pure gold.  As he sits back and watches the proceedings I know he will not be troubled.  His children, his mother, his family, his fans will all be victorious.  It’s already written.  It’s already done.

Michael Jackson I love you so much that it feels like another piece of my heart was torn away.  15 years ago and again 25 months ago.  But I can attest to the fact that the heart is a mighty fortress and it will sustain me as long as it be God’s will.  Only His will.

So dear Michael, when all of man’s judging is said and done and this is over, you will still be the victor.  They have no communion over you.  Yours is the Lords.  Thou will shall be done on earth as it is in heaven.  It’s destiny and therfore, Invincible!

Lord have mercy on us al.  Keep us strong and with our eyes on the prize.  The last and greatest judgement is yours.

You still rock my world and leave me speechless.  Always have.  Always will.

When is the world going to appologize?

Sitting at work today and skimming over some posts made on various fan sites for Michael Jackson I began to feel so very sad for Michael.  I could almost feel him moving in my heart, uncomfortable with the words my eyes were seeing.  It almost made me physically ill.

When is enough time going to pass where the questions of the 1993 allegations are all satisfactorily answered and the world is at last, convinced that Michael was victimized by that family, thus making it not news worthy anymore?  Is it ever going to happen?

The same with the 2005 trial and its lack of credible evidence forcing a not guilty verdict return on all counts.  The books written, the professional interviews well publicized proving a case of an entire family out to maliciously persecute Michael Jackson out of greed.  The witch hunt of an inept, biased, vindictive District Attorney and his prosecutorial team should be the ones made the object of disgust.  But no, that’s not good enough, or news worthy enough to keep the hate going.  What in heaven and on earth will it take to make all of that simply go away?  When can we be done with that and move on to what is important; correcting many if not all of the wrongs done to Michael Jackson simply because he was who he was by design and purpose?  He is owed complete and full retribution and apologies are owed to his children, his mother, his family, his friends.  What exactly must one do, how much pain must one endure, how much shame and humiliation must one be forced to suffer for petty whimsical amusement?  

Michael Jackson was a human being with feelings and emotions.  He was soft spoken, gentle and kind.  I cannot even imagine how sad and betrayed he must’ve felt much of his life on this planet, the one he loved and honored and cherished more than life itself.  Can you imagine?  I simply cannot, not by any means.  But I hurt for him, and that hurt feels like a deep, festering, open sore.  To him it must’ve been likened to a hot stabbing dagger thrust into his soul, his heart, constantly twisting and tearing and pulling him apart.  No mercy. No peace.  After so many beatings emotionally, I had begun to see the pain in his eyes;   he tears formed behind them before they would fall.  I can almost hear his prayers; feel his loneliness and his solitude and his lack of understanding “why he was the object of such hatred and persecution” when he had done so much for so many.  What did he do that he should deserve this existence?  Did God turn away from him and allow all these monsters and demons to ravish him? What did Michael Jackson do that he became so alienated and ostracized?   He loved. He loved God, the world, people.  Those were his only crimes.  In this world where everything is about envy, greed, and excess love has little value.   Michael Jackson who was about love and non worldly things became nothing more to those who used him but a stepping stone to get to a position in life where they felt important.  It mattered not that they were breaking his back as a result of it.

The trial is coming and guess who’s back - Yeah…him

…Martin Bashir on MSNBC debuting on 2/28/2011.  This is an insult to Michael Jackson, his children, his mother, his family and  a slap in the face to all who love him.  How convenient that Martin be hired “just in the nick of time” to report on the trial.  How amazingly convenient.  He really should be behind bars for his unconventional, purposely maninipulative style of mis representation of his subject.  But, such is the way of the world.  What puzzles me is how a man can be so arrogant and pompous as to literally lead a kind, loving, innocent human being down a path of total destruction that culminated in his death and be able to sit tall in front of millions and contine to perpetuate the fraud?  As if he did nothing wrong; as if he had no hand in Michaels demise.  Martin Bashir destroyed Michael Jackson.  He killed his spirit long before the Conrad Murrays of the world were even thought about.  He made Michael into a lonely, reclusive, terrified man.  He made Michael lose his belief in humanity and mankind.  He took away Michael’s strength, his light, when he made it impossible for him to carry on the mission he worked tirelessly to achieve; healing the world through love for our children.  Now he sits high on his throne, unscathed, as if he is a law abiding, upstanding human being.  How does that happen?  Why?  Because America allowed it.  Michael Jackson was America’s brightest star and America sat back and allowed him to be shot down.  America did not stand by, beside, nor behind him.  He was not cherished or protected by her.  She turned her back on him and never once glanced over her shoulder to make sure that he was okay.  I am an American and I am ashamed at how we dishonored and failed to embrace this  hero, this legend, this irreplaceable treasure.  What message do we send to the planet when we still allow people like Martin Bashir to sit in representation of us?  Speak for us?  Report for us?  Ask yourselves then tell me if I am delusional.  Many think that I am.  But then, so did they think the same of Michael Jackson at times.  I’ll say this and I’m done for now; being delusional it seems sometimes puts one in the company of angels and saints  i.e. Jesus Christ, Martin Luther King, Michael Jackson… Need I go on?

Michael was...

When I think back over the life of Michael Jackson, I become saddened.  Why? Because I see a man who was thrust into the world as a very young child, too young to understand what manner of evil lay in wake for him.  He was from the very start a bright, exuberant, enthusiastic, self assured child whose trust came naturally.  He was inquisitive, determined, happy, and remarkably talented even then.  He was a prodigy. He was born with everything he would ever need to carry him above and beyond. He worked hard, yes. But he also perfected everything he set out to do. It was always excellent.  ALWAYS.  Yet he never felt it was as good as it could be. Unbelievable! Michael Jackson was God’s gift to humanity. I believe that.  Never before and never again will there ever be one whose light was so bright that it shone in everything he touched be it music or dance, art or creative writing, speaking or singing.  God granted him everything he woud require to hone his craft and he gave him a heart big enough to hold so much love that it simply oozed out of him no matter how people tried to persecute him.  He never hardened.  He just wasn’t made that way.

I will always love him.  Nothing can ever sway my belief that he was purposely put in our midst to save us from ourselves.  So many just didn’t get it and never will.  Their loss.  Yet it doesn’t change the facts.  He was given a Judas who lived in his midst.  He was criticized and ostracized and lied on and denied the life, love, liberty and pursuit of happiness promised to every human being, by human beings, who are fallible and ever changing.  He was rediculed, persecuted, prosecuted and then he was crucified.  Same story.  Different time.

How long will it take for the world to heed the messages:  Know your history lest you be forced to re-visit it.

Sadly, we just did.

Today is just another day

…but it is a day that has me filled with all kinds of mixed emotions.  Up one minute.  Down the next.  I read Martin Bashir is coming back to MSNBC on the 28th of February.  How is this so?  What can we do or say to get the point across that Martin Bashir is a co-conspirtor in a murder… a very monumental, complex murder?  I mean at times it gets depressing.  It is nearing time for the trial of Conrad Murray and deep down inside I feel he’s not going to get what he deserves.  Yet I pray I am wrong and that he will at least be found guilty on this lesser charge he has been given.  4 years for murdering in cold blood, an angel.  God must surely be disgusted with this world and its people.  I don’t know how much longer I can continue to allow this to disparage me.  I am only one and powerless to make any changes big enough to make a real difference.  Still I try.  If only the world knew what that man meant in my life.  If only they knew how many times I have turned on and listened to his words or read his books or just looked into those calming, beautiful eyes and found solace in an otherwise chatotic existence.  He saved me.  How can I not be there for him?  I can’t not be.  I made a promise to myself on June 25, 2009, that I would see it through; stand up and be counted in the numbers of those who would do all in their power to institute the change he lived and died for.  I will not stop now.  I am tired.  I am weary.  But when I think of all he did, and how weary he must have been, and all the pains he suffered to make sure that the world would be made better for those who were weak and sick and disheartened, I gather that second wind.  It is coming.  It is going to be hard.  But I will stand with the millions upon millions and hold my head high.  Michael Jackson needs our voices.  He cannot speak for himself.  Dr. Conrad Murray killed Michael Jackson.  Time has not changed that.  And… it never will.  All he asked is that we be there, to cry at the same time, and never let go of his hand.  Across the continents, let his will be done.

In my trials, and my tribulations - will you still care? Will you be there?

The IV bag had propofol just poured into it and the reason I believe an actual bottle was inside was because Murray dropped it in while filling the IV and was either too damn sorry or didn't want to put his hand in there to pull it out.  This bastard just filled the bag with propofol and left Michael in the room so so he could go and talk to his whores or what ever the hell he was occupying his time with, without having to to be disturbed by his patient needing is assistance.  If that's not a socio psycho path, then who is?  Even with all of that being illustrated, they are still going to try to say that Michael injected or even drank the stuff himself.  They are trying still to implicate that the empty bottle (200 ml) found on the floor and the syringe and the broken needle are all the handy work of Michael injecting or trying to inject himself.  I'm not buying it.  Not for one second.  And for Joe jackson to be buddied up with Brian Oxman outside his son's hearing for his murder, still implying that Michael was an addict, is scandalous and a damn shame.  All Joe wants is publicity so he can win or try to win his case against AEG.  He is actually having his civil case heard during Michael's criminal death case.  So where does his priorities lie?  Scandalous!  A poor excuse for a man and/or a father.  Has he ever really LOVED MICHAEL JACKSON?  I mean really.  Why not give the media something to make fun of again, Joe.  Wow.  Way to go.

But I digress, the loophole that will probably allow this foolishness to be allowed in court is Murray saying that he gave MJ 25 ml of the drug which would put him down for only 10 minutes.  Murray claiming "conveniently" not to have been in the room for longer than that gives him his alibi., and a window of opportunity for him to assert that he wasn't in there so unless someone else entered and injected MJ, then MJ injected himself.  This is going to get ugly, especially next week when they discuss the autopsy.  Don't think I'll be able to take hearing all the details of Michael being dissected.  I don't think I can.

All of this is driving me insane.  It's unbelievable and unbearable to think that almost 1000 ml of this shit was put into Michael's body because it was an "inconvenience" to Murray to do what he was getting overly paid to do. That man should be institutionalized forever.  He is a menace to society, better yet, the devil incarnate.  Evil inside and out.

Keep praying and please write a letter to the DA and ask that they up the charges in this case.  It is a travesty of justice for this man to only be facing at the most 4 years, if he even gets that.  This is sinful and I know God is not satisfied.  Look at all the apocalyptic things that are happening since Michael's death.  Read Revelations.  They'd better wake up and recognize.  2012 might just be more than a prediction.  It feels like the end is surely near.  You don't mess with God's children.  Did they learn nothing from history?

Another year has gone, and I'm still all alone

We ushered out 2010 and welcomed in 2011.  What a difference a day makes, or so they say.  How wonderful it would be to say that this for me was a joyous occasion, a cause for celebration.  But in truth, I cannot.  I take things one day at a time. So yesterday was not much different than the day before in that I am still relatively at square one in that there is still no change in status regarding the Dr. Conrad Murray case.  I simply cannot move on.  I have tried to tell myself that patience is a virtue in hopes that it would allow me to turn some of my angst into the ability to relax and let go.  But it has not.  I'm totally stuck and I fear I will continue to be until there is finally some solution if not resolution.

Needless then to say that I am holding my breath, counting the hours, the minutes for this trial to finally get  on.  And I am feverently praying with all that is in me that the conclusion will be a worthy one.  Nothing in my life is more important.  It seems the wait has been lifelong.

I do know that I am blessed to have lived to see this day.  It looked kinda questionable for a while, but God had my back so here I stand.  I guess even He knew that if given just one more day to bring me a step closer to seeing some resolve, would render me His worthy servant with every breath that I take.  I thank him every single day for each day he allows me to wake up and continue to live on this planet.  Then I thank him twice for allowing me another day to fight for the injustices the world continues to heap onto Michael Jackson.  God obviously know my heart better than even I do.  I'm sure that he knws Michael's too and he will not let him fall.  I know he won't.

Michael's Judas

I can remember somewhere in my treasure trove of Michael Jackson memorabilia, either on video or in manuscript, that Michael said that if he could not help children, if he could not continue to do things for children, he'd might as well be dead.  Surely if I remember that, some other people with the ability to make that happen also heard it.  And on June 25, 2009, some person(s) went about the business of making that statement a truth.  I believe Michael Jackson's death was the work of conspirators.  I believe it with all of my heart.

I also recall Michael Jackson doing hundreds of grueling concerts, attended by millions, whereby he donated every single dime earned to charity.  What does that say to me?  One very important thing it says is that earning and having money was of no value to Michael if it not be shared with those who were less fortunate than him.  It said to me that to earn and pile money on top of money in a bank somewhere unaccounted and uncounted, just for the sake of having it, was of no interest to him.  He would rather give it to Africa, to children in crisis, to victims of disaster than allow it to simply accumulate interest and not be used to help those in need.  Michael Jackson was a philanthropist and nothing was more important to him than healing the world.  Giving back.  Can you imagine then how upset that would make those moguls who stood to lose from all that money he was giving away?  The greedy people who ate, drank and slept money?  Bet they hated seeing all that revenue flying out of their hands and into the hands of the needy of the world.  Yeah.  I'll bet they did. How dare Michael give HIS money away to those people when he could be investing it in the "company" increasing their value and their networth?  What on earth was he thinking?  Helping the down trodden certainly has a limit. And certainly Michael jackson was going above and beyond.  Hell, thats not the way to keep So... I mean the "company" happy.  This kind of nonsense had to end.  So what could be done to change it?  Your guess is as good as mine.  However, I'm gonna tell you what I think, feel, in the pit of my stomach and deep, deep in my heart.  These are my thoughts, so please allow me to have them.

Michael loved children. He loved people. He loved the planet.  In order to get to him, they had to ge at him where he loved most.  And where was that.  The whole world by now knows the answer to that question.  Children.  Make it so he would NEVER be able to visit children in hospitals, never be able to offer them a place to enjoy childhood freely again, never be able to touch or hug a child in public, never be able to say without speculation and words taken out of context, that he loved children more than anything else in the world, never be seen as an advocate for those he relished as the eyes of God again.  Get Michael Jackson where it hurts most by any means necessary, but make it personal and embarrassing and emotionally debilitating.  Give him a Judas in his home and make it nasty.  How?  You purposely brainwash and persuade a child, one whom he had opened his home to, taken into his care, trusted, nurtured, and you perpetuate a plan to mount  the most horrific deception imaginable upon him through that child.  How sinister and cruel.  How betrayed Michael Jackson had to be.  Nothing and I do mean nothing, could have possibly hurt him more.

I believe that Michael Jackson's destruction had been in the making a long time before the actual deed was done.  And I believe it was all for hate, envy and greed.  Three deadly sins all perpetrated against Michael Jackson for reasons that I will not openly state as it is only, at this stage of the game, mere yet real speculation.  However, if there is such a thing as justice in this world, it will all be revealed in time.  I only pray that I live to see the day when all the kings men go down. God is good.

I also believe that after the trials of 2005 that Michael was changed.  Why in God's name would he ever want to perform again to an audience of many who though vindicated, saw him still as guilty and associated him with sinister alliances and ulterior motives?  Why would he continue to line the pockets of an empire who maliciously sought to bring him down and turned their backs on him when his life stood in peril?  He had shown the world that money was not his main focus for performing night after night; month after month.  He did it because he loved performing yes, but mainly because it allowed him to be able to give by the millions to those he loved most.  Now, his purpose had been virtually destroyed.    Martin Bashir was the vehicle used to begin the cycle.  The rest is history.  They took Michael's credibility away, made him a criminal in the eyes of many, and broke Michael's spirit.  His eyes took on  sadness I had never seen.  Even though he won in court, in life, he lost.  His love for children would be forever scrutinized and looked upon with dissecting, probing eyes.  Our Michael Jackson, whom we love unconditionally, would never be the same.  That Michael Jackson had been murdered in the courtroom and the media buried him alive.  We lost. The children lost.  The world lost.  And most of all, Michael Jackson lost.

How freakin appropriate for the fledging criminal!  Did he not say himself that if he could no longer be loved and do things for children that he might as well be dead?  Why not make it appear that he was in that frame of mind and did in fact start on that downward spiral with drugs until finally at the end he medicated himself to death.  (Though he had a little help at the end with Conrad Murray)  But supposedly, that was an incidental, rather "accidental" coincidence.

It is quite obvious to me that the LA court system in the Hollywood arena of glitz and glam, has made it a rule rather than an exception, to look the other way when a person in high visibility in the performance arts is murdered with drugs as the underlying culprit, to find just cause to dismiss medical doctors of any wrong doing.  It has happened over and over again.  It seems they tend to look the other way and let these predators continue to get away with murder.  We cannot allow this to happen with Michael... or can we?  What can we do?  We can advocate.  We can send letters.  We can protest.  We can pray.  There are many things we can do, but what we cannot do is just let this "go away" and let them get away.  Michael Jackson was murdered.  It was pre meditated and it was planned a long time ago.

I am only one voice and this is just my heart speaking.  If you have thoughts, go on a posting mission.  Just let them know that we know, that we are watching, and we will NOT look the other way or be silent.

Michael, I love you too much to sit silently and accept what I see happening right before my eyes.  I will be a voice for you.  I might not be heard, but I'm talking.  I will be always on the side of truth and what is right.  By your example you taught me that. You spoke.   I heard. And I pray the world is also listening.

I will always love you more.

LETS CALL SPADE A SPADE!: OPRAH, PLEASE DON'T BROADCAST KATHERINE JACKSON INTERVIEW!

LETS CALL SPADE A SPADE!: OPRAH, PLEASE DON'T BROADCAST KATHERINE JACKSON INTERVIEW!

In All of My Life I've Never Been So Ashamed

I don't know how to put into words what my heart is feeling.  All I know for sure is that in my heart there is a huge void and a lot of pain; and both of these are constant and relentless.  Since June 25, 2009, I have come to see my country through a completely different set of eyes, or at least it's judicial process.  When this day came to pass, this June 25, 2009, I had no question that a speedy remedy to these events was sure to take place.  How could it not?  After all, we were talking about the unforgivable crime of murder against America's most beloved son.  Or was I seeing something that America did not see?  I could never have been convinced that after nearly 16 months,  still nothing would have even began to be in resolution.  Nothing!  I am an American.  I believed that truth and justice through a judicial process was the birth right of all of this country's governed citizens.  Was I mistaken?  Is it all a myth under which we have all been shrouded; a false reality, a half truth? I hope and yes, I pray, that there will be a true justice in Michael Jackson's untimely death and that the judicial process will work on behalf of this man who gave his whole life so that millions if not billions of people could learn to love each other and the world of which they are, we are, all an integral part.  Too much of nothing is still too little of anything.  For Michael Jackson's rights and those of his children and his family, America, please stop wasting time and do something.

#MessageToMJ - Happy 52nd Birthday Angel

What I love about “MY” Michael Jackson. I love you inside out and outside in. Yes indeed, I love the way you danced into my heart, your expression, the involuntarily pout of those perfectly formed lips. I love your voice, the music, your style, your smile, your passion. I love, love, love all of those things. But what I cherish, what stands out most for me and melts my heart rendering me captive like a butterfly is the compassion, the love, the sincerity that shone in your eyes and the graceful beauty of your majestic hands. Yes Michael, when I say I love you, it has no carnal stigma attached to it, no lust. It is simple and pure and honest and from my heart. It’s ageless and boundless and goes beyond reason. It’s only love, and love is all that is required. I could love you from a distance for the rest of my life without you ever knowing or whispering my name. That is how I love you, that is MY “I love you”.

The planet cries your tears. The wind whispers your name. The earth moves to the melody, the rhythm of your heartbeat. And my heart breaks a little more each day without you. Angel, by definition: A typically benevolent celestial being that acts as an intermediary between heaven and earth; One who manifests goodness, purity, and selflessness. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to know who that describes.

Happy birthday Michael Jackson. On earth as it is in heaven, I honor you and celebrate all the gifts you left behind. Wish you were here. Oh! But you are…Always in my heart.

CassieforMaxwell

Is it just another day...?

Thursday, February 25, 2010. One moment in time can change history. Yesterday it was 7 months, today it is 8. Eight months since the passing of Michael Jackson. Eight months since my life and the lives of billions changed forever. Is he disappearing from the minds and our hearts? Is he becoming just another statistic? Just another unsolved mystery? Where is the energy? Has it all gone away? Please do not allow Michael's death to go unpunished. Please do not let them make his life and his death an example of the way justice should NOT be rendered. He deserves so much more. Justice and vindication for Michael. Let your voices be heard. We must speak out on his behalf because his voice was silenced long before the real story was told.

Just One Truth, Just one for Michael

Is there anyone out there willing to tell the truth? Just one person who will stand up for Michael Jackson? Please come. There have been too many lies... too many rumors... too many theories. It is time we heard FACTS. If you were there, be his voice. He was ours for over 40 years. It's time we spoke up to save him. The system is trying to fool us again. We cannot let his death go unpunished. I am begging you. If you were there. This is the LAST chance to show him we care. If you KNOW something. Please let your TRUTH be heard. Remember his words. It's all for love.