Sitting at work today and skimming over some posts made on various fan sites for Michael Jackson I began to feel so very sad for Michael. I could almost feel him moving in my heart, uncomfortable with the words my eyes were seeing. It almost made me physically ill.
When is enough time going to pass where the questions of the 1993 allegations are all satisfactorily answered and the world is at last, convinced that Michael was victimized by that family, thus making it not news worthy anymore? Is it ever going to happen?
The same with the 2005 trial and its lack of credible evidence forcing a not guilty verdict return on all counts. The books written, the professional interviews well publicized proving a case of an entire family out to maliciously persecute Michael Jackson out of greed. The witch hunt of an inept, biased, vindictive District Attorney and his prosecutorial team should be the ones made the object of disgust. But no, that’s not good enough, or news worthy enough to keep the hate going. What in heaven and on earth will it take to make all of that simply go away? When can we be done with that and move on to what is important; correcting many if not all of the wrongs done to Michael Jackson simply because he was who he was by design and purpose? He is owed complete and full retribution and apologies are owed to his children, his mother, his family, his friends. What exactly must one do, how much pain must one endure, how much shame and humiliation must one be forced to suffer for petty whimsical amusement?
Michael Jackson was a human being with feelings and emotions. He was soft spoken, gentle and kind. I cannot even imagine how sad and betrayed he must’ve felt much of his life on this planet, the one he loved and honored and cherished more than life itself. Can you imagine? I simply cannot, not by any means. But I hurt for him, and that hurt feels like a deep, festering, open sore. To him it must’ve been likened to a hot stabbing dagger thrust into his soul, his heart, constantly twisting and tearing and pulling him apart. No mercy. No peace. After so many beatings emotionally, I had begun to see the pain in his eyes; he tears formed behind them before they would fall. I can almost hear his prayers; feel his loneliness and his solitude and his lack of understanding “why he was the object of such hatred and persecution” when he had done so much for so many. What did he do that he should deserve this existence? Did God turn away from him and allow all these monsters and demons to ravish him? What did Michael Jackson do that he became so alienated and ostracized? He loved. He loved God, the world, people. Those were his only crimes. In this world where everything is about envy, greed, and excess love has little value. Michael Jackson who was about love and non worldly things became nothing more to those who used him but a stepping stone to get to a position in life where they felt important. It mattered not that they were breaking his back as a result of it.
Nicely written! It is so sad to know what people has done to Michael. They will never apologize but I know they feel really bad when they see people like us still keeping his legacy alive. They see how we refuse to let him fade away. They feel really stupid because they got rid of his body but not his spirit because it lives within us. Especially when I do my tribute appearances they can't believe that a woman would dress like him. I do it to honor him and let people know that I'm not ashamed to be a fan. When people see my friends and I gather it is shocking to people because they forgot that MJ was love and we are keeping him going. So they look at us and feel like crap.
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